I had a few moments of feeling a little better today, especially my brain. I just stood there for a long time feeling what it was like. It didn't last long but that's okay. I went out for a little walk. It was so strange to remember what it felt like to feel somewhat normal in my brain-physically I was getting dizzy but the cognitive improvement was really nice while it lasted.
I'm looking into mycoplasma's and other bacterial infections.
I think I'm going to buy photoshop elements or whatever it's called. I took a lot of pictures of flowers but can't do anything about them. I think it would be a nice project for me to occupy myself. It's just hard to justify spending the money. On the other hand it's not hard to justify at all buying a brand new computer with a Dell credit card that would have photoshop element on it. It's getting harder to fight the urge.
I'm almost done with the SSDI application. I have to call on Monday because I have some questions. I really, really want my life back. Those moments today were so nice. I still wasn't well at all but it was so nice to have a break from the yuckiness. It would be so great to go shopping in the City or go for a hike or better yet-camp. I really really want to go camping at Joshua Tree.